Should I stay, or should I go? Part 1

Man reaching out to contemplating girlfriend to get her attention | Kathleen Killen Psychotherapy and Coaching

Deciding to leave a relationship can be one of the most heart-wrenching decisions you’ll ever face. It often involves conflicting feelings, hopes for change, and the fear of the unknown. Some of us hold onto relationships longer than we should, and others may throw in the towel before the dedicated effort required to shift a relationship has been made. In either scenario, it often takes time for our heart to align with our head. This topic is so big and comes up so much in my practice that I’m presenting it in two parts. Part 1 will explore the factors that can help you decide when it might be time to let go of a relationship.

The Emotional Conflict of Breaking Up

It's common to feel torn about ending a relationship, even when you're uncertain if it's the right choice. Over time, we develop deep emotional bonds with our partners, making it difficult to separate the reality of the relationship from the dreams or fantasies we once had. This attachment can create a strong pull to stay, even when there are signs the relationship is no longer healthy. However, it’s also important to recognize that all relationships go through rough patches, and some people may be tempted to leave prematurely before fully exploring ways to heal the relationship.

On the flip side, disconnection and resentment can build up over years, making it seem like there’s no way back to each other. But sometimes, that feeling of hopelessness is a sign that deeper issues need to be addressed, not necessarily a signal that the relationship is beyond repair. Many people hold onto an idealized version of their relationship and may be too quick to walk away when things don’t match their expectations. The key is to thoughtfully consider whether you’re holding onto a fantasy or if there’s potential for growth and healing within your partnership.

Identifying Unhealthy Patterns

One of the most important aspects of a healthy relationship is developing healthy patterns and correcting unhealthy ones. Knowing what constitutes an unhealthy relationship cycle is crucial in helping you make informed choices about your future. Identifying negative cycles in a relationship is a key aspect of couples therapy. Sometimes, it is difficult to see these negative patterns when you are in them, which is one of the reasons why couples therapy can help a couple identify and change these negative cycles.

To thrive, relationships require more than good communication and conflict resolution. They also require emotional vulnerability and respect. If your partnership lacks vulnerability and you cannot confront issues respectfully and constructively, it may be time to consider whether it's meeting your needs and whether or not you need outside help. With dedicated work and self-awareness, these challenges can often be overcome.

Practical Considerations: Finances, Children, and Shared Responsibilities

In addition to the emotional and psychological aspects of deciding whether to stay or leave, there are often practical factors that play a significant role, such as finances, children, and other shared responsibilities. These aspects can make the decision more complex, but they’re important to consider carefully, regardless of whether you’re thinking about staying and working on the relationship or contemplating moving on.

Financial stability is a concern for many individuals when evaluating their relationship. You might worry about managing on your own or maintaining your current lifestyle if you were to leave. However, staying together can also present financial challenges, especially if there are unresolved issues affecting your ability to work as a team. It’s important to assess your financial situation honestly, considering factors such as income, shared debts, and assets, as well as the potential need for independence or collaboration. Consulting a financial advisor can help you understand your options and create a plan that supports your decision, whether you choose to stay or separate.

If you have children, the decision becomes even more complex. It's natural to worry about how any changes might impact them. It’s important to remember that children are deeply affected by the emotional climate of the home, but this doesn’t always mean that leaving is the only solution. Working together to create a healthier environment is often possible and beneficial for the family. If you’re considering your options, think about how you can prioritize your children’s needs, whether that means finding ways to co-parent effectively if you separate or working together to improve the relationship dynamic if you stay.

Taking these practical considerations into account doesn’t mean you should automatically leave or stay; instead, it helps you approach the decision with a clear, informed perspective. By acknowledging these factors, you’re better equipped to make a choice that prioritizes your emotional well-being while ensuring you’re ready to handle the tangible realities, whether you’re working on the relationship or moving forward separately.

Ultimately, deciding whether to stay or leave is not a decision to be taken lightly. By understanding the emotional complexities and recognizing the practical realities, you’re taking essential steps toward making an informed and healthy choice that’s right for you and your unique situation.

Important Note: The guidance in this article is not intended for situations involving intimate partner violence (IPV). Relationships affected by IPV often have different dynamics and require additional considerations. While some of the considerations may apply, these situations are far more complex, and your safety and emotional well-being should always be the top priority. As a therapist, I do not tell my clients whether to leave or stay in their relationship; rather, I support them in making the best decision for themselves or, in the case of couples therapy, for their families and each other. If you are experiencing violence or abuse, there are a number of resources available to help. Please visit this link for additional resources in Ontario.

Next month, in Part 2, we will examine the decision to stay.


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